Friday, March 16, 2012

In my own time.

So much is happening to me. 
So much that I can't even see. 
So many words of wisdom that I am trying to be. 
Catch me if I should fall. 
And even more so while I'm standing tall. 



My head is spinning around and it's making me dizzy. 
I'm spinning around and it's making me ill. 
You don't understand what I'm going through just to find a way to climb. 
It'll be in my own time. 
It'll be in my own time.




Delta Goodrem - In my own time. 


This week has been superbusy, at times it has felt like walking in a cloud. Just keeping on going, from place to place. Work and school and some other things as well. I like when it's busy, but there needs to be some break in between, to reflect and charge the batteries. 


I am the kind of person who enjoys when there's a lot going on. When there's a lot of people around. Now there is. I have a lot of work, a new school I just started. New people, and of course the good old friends and family. 


Sometimes however I find myself wondering if I did the right choices, if I am on the right track. But I guess we all do sometimes. Now I'm wondering a lot on if the choice of this new school was the right one, I think it was. It feels good, right. I have also been wondering about work, did I make the right decisions when it comes to work. Time will tell. 


I am also the kind of person who needs the support of my loved ones. When I am making decisions I do not only base them on my own opinion. I discuss it with many others, and hope that they will confirm my thoughts. And I need to know that they are there for me, in good and bad. 

In time I am sure that all the pieces will come together, but for now, I just want to enjoy.